My Day
-Clocked the last 1600 hours of Cosmetology school.
-Bamboo club with Marissa.
-Very therapeutic massage.
-And now sitting here with fear in my gut and my heart stuck in my throat waiting for things to happen.
Graduating left me with a very vulnerable feeling. I never imagined it this way, but thats how it was. I woke up this morning very quiet, and the drive was full of awkward tears, and the last button out was shaky. I am left with thoughts of “Whats next”. And even though I know exactly whats coming for me in the next month or so, I still have no idea whats coming for me. I’m happy, yet I am very much scared.